Current of Life

Swept by the current,
not knowing where I am going.
Feeling the rush and push,
the lack of control,
I am going somewhere.

The tides are changing,
something is changing.
I don’t know what.
I wish I knew.

I wish I knew.
Not knowing unsettles me.
New horizons excite me.
Hopelessness deflates me.

I hold all of this,
this mix of emotions,
in the sea of my heart.

Choppy surface waves,
calm deep waters under.
For deep inside I know,
and I trust
things will be how it is meant to be.

It will all eventually unfold,
I will eventually know,
where this current is taking me.

In the depths of my soul,
I will eventually understand,
what is all this for.